EXTRAORDINARY

woohoo!!!

2005-06-18T22:15:00.000-07:00

well. haven't been blogging for the past few wks. haha

hmm. june`05 has indeed been a very wonderful holiday to me. yea. i'm really happy to make many new frens & got to know my frens better. yay!

FIRSTLY. we had the sec3 camp. wow! it was fantastic. it has really been an eye-opener of wat my class & frens are. woo~ my class so united tt's one thing for sure. i love 3b1!!!

SECONDLY. emerge conference!!! EXTRAORDINARY! [way beyond the ordinary] woohoo! this is truely fabulous! i love it. i just hope it'll never end. i miss emerge!!!

this yr's emerge has indeed impacted me. i m now quite sure of my focus point. yay yay! hmm. this 3-day conference has really been a life changing experience. WE WILL MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!! i will make a difference in my marketplace. PLMGSS REVIVAL!!! woo~

THIRDLY. had many activities going on in cg. we had the sushi-sandwich making competition. then also had the volleyball challenge at sentosa. well, this is truely fun. haha. as for the volleyball match, haha, our team made it into the finals. not bad eh. then many of us played water captain's ball. haha. it was really really fun!!!

well. got tanned. but hope the colour doesn't make my skin look ugly. haha.

hmm. sch's starting in 1 wk's time. wow! tt's really really fast. i love june`05 & just hope tt it'll never end. sighs. once mention sch re-open, i'll start to yawn. haha. my HW. arghhh. haven't finish. help ah. i can't complete cos once i open my bk, i'll start to yawn. HAHA. ROARS!

...

2005-05-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

church. fellowship at JP. shop. & wow. GREAT S'PORE SALE is back!!! haha. this time i'll shop like mad.

well, svc today was to touch e 7 pillars of society & e 4 levels of mindset. we will rise up & change e marketplace. With God, all things are possible. amen!

SEC 3 CAMP`05!!!

2005-05-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

SEC 3 CAMP `05 ROCKK...

cos i'm present there.

haha.

anyways. i truely enjoyed myself during e camp.

[24.5.05]

went to sunlove home for cip.

did many good things there.

haha.

ok. we put up a performance for e ppl there.

went to asked ard.

well they enjoyed e perfomance,

though it wasn't tt good.

but everyone had put in lots of effort.

yay yay!

made balloons for e elderly there.

edinna our shifu. hee.

some were really very happy.

1 of them even asked for more,

cos she wanted to give to her grandchildren.

so sweet. wow.

half of e class helped to make e balloons.

then me & raina stayed to make more.

well ping wei helped. alrights.

hmmm.

i'm really happy to be there.

well, to be honest,

i was quite scared of those mentally disabled.

after this trip,

i've overcome my fear

& really yearn for this type of trip again.

i want to make these ppl happy happy happy!

[25.5.05]

woosh. start of e overnight camp!

assembled in sch at e hall.

kayaking, rope, orienteering.

me, did kayaking today at chingi sea sports club.

well, its was super duper fun!

morning learned e strokes & capsizing.

woooooooo. so cool.

then me & lala tried e capsize.

we actually plan to feign dead.

haha. how naughty.

anyways, tt lala best la.

can forget one. i alone stayed in e water.

haha. in e end got up quickly.

phew.

lunch break half-way.

after lunch went back to kayak again.

this time, we finally got to kayak in e open sea.

it was really really shiok.

also tiring la.

partner celina.

well, good coordination.

in e bravo team.

bravo team had to raft together twice.

once raft, means its stable & steady.

cool.

i sat at e back.

sun really had me tanned.

& e changi beach is super salty lor.

wow. e salt best la.

enter into my open wound.

it was very very painful.

but didn't really complained.

bore with e pain & managed to complete e course.

bathing time.

had to wash my hair outside in public.

most did tt.

shower rm only got 5 cubicles.

& there's like so many of us.

e ppl who bathed last very poor thing.

have to rush.

queued so long for e cubicle.

in e end ms tini came in & chase everyone out.

arranged us in grps.

grp by grp go & bathe.

more organised, can't deny this pt.

me & audrey can't wait any longer.

so we just walk into e shower rm to bathe.

haha. lukily didn't get caught. haha.

super funny.

in e end, we're still e last to get ready.

anyways, bus came to fetch us to pasir ris park.

camp site.

it was like how muddy lor.

eew. splash here splash there. eew.

chose our tents.

instructors assigned.

yizhang & yvonne.

they rockk la.

dinner came.

then did flag & discussed abt e gala nite performance.

reflection time came after tt.

& i shared abt having discipline & being considerate.

after which we had our sleep.

rain came at 4 plus in e morning.

shoes weren't taken in.

cos i was too lazy to bother abt them.

[26.5.05]

morning!

haha. shoes all soaking wet.

except mine. muahaha.

me raina ann & celina

last to go to toilet.

always late for tentage meetings.

haha.

had breakfast.

some oily fat noodles.

a sausage & 2 fishballs.

made my stomach ache.

went to toilet for impt business.

hah.hmmm.

got our groupings for orienteering.

& wow wow wow.

covered e whole of pasir ris & tampines.

super tiring!

had burns here & there.

yvonne took our grp.

she's so nice.

treat us to many things.

we love her.

our grp was 1 of e last to reach a park for lunch.

had very fined colesaw, fries, fish, baked beans

it was like, ehhh...

shan't complain abt it being disgusting.

oops. just let it out. haha.

then after tampines went back to coasta sands.

camp site.

was e 1st grp to reach back.

still have to wait to bathe.hais.

went to e chalet for bath.

mrs tay gave us only like 5 mins each.

haha. i took 5 mins 19sec.

"fastest" u know. hah.

then went to discussed e gala nite performance.

me raina celeste jasmine & rj,

touched up on e flag cos it was destroyed,

by e rain this very morning.

i totally didn't know wat's our performance.

while 3a3 was performing,

me & michelle had to think of our thank you speech.

it was totally mad & last min.

we were so scared & nervous tt we cried.

anyways, still went up there calmly.

did well.

but i was totally rubbish.

ok. overall our whole did well excluding my part.

enjoyed ourselves during e gala nite.

(campfire)

went back to e tent to sleep.

& tt fiona QUACK came to sleep in our tent.

so squeezy lor.

haha.

[27.5.05]

morning!

me raina fiona ann & celina

woke up at 6.55am

when we're suppose to assemble at 7.

haha. rushed.

last again.

had nasi lemak for breakfast.

can't finish & threw away.

felt bad. haha.

had our last game for e camp.

its e team relay circuit.

it was sooooo fun.

this really showed our class unity.

didn't get 1st.

hmm, winning isn't impt.

wat's impt is tt our class has grown closer

& we stand united & firm!

debrief & break camp part.

assembled together.

then i found a "happy birthday" thing,

for e cake one.

i gave it to michelle lin as b'dae pressie.

cos ytd was her b'dae.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

it was full of mud.

but she still very happy.

actually laughing all e way.

ok. b4 boarding e bus,

got yizhang & yvonne to sign on my shirt.

so sad.

hug yvonne.

bid goodbye & left e place.

3B1 WILL ALWAYS LOVE YIZHANG & YVONNE! THEY ROCKK!

ahhh chew.

2005-05-08T21:10:00.000-07:00

woke up late. suppose to meet sarah to go church by her car at 7.30. haha. woke up at 7.26. not bad eh. k. was like super rushy here & there & tiny winy stuffs. managed to catch the charted bus to church.

church. was like feeling quite sick & stuffs. throat pain & flu. wah! super irritating lor. hais. anws. still manage to find tissues to wipe off those irritants. phew.

today's sermon was by Rev. Eddie King. woo. it was good. BLESSING. can't really hear tt well. don't know if its my ear-block or he speak to soft. well. doesn't really matter. still manage to hear. the drama was funny. haha. & touching. wow.

hmmm. then went to orachard to have lunch & fellowship. wow. 13 of us, joanna jeff evan fiona sandy angie chewy quanhan junle joshua jiayu yokeguan & me. gave leila a mother's day pressie. haha. shouted "HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY". many ppl turned & gave a stare. haha. wat a YOUNG & capable mother. hee.

& of cos. she was touched. hee. anws. i was suppose to bring the pressie for her. but too forgetful la. haha. not my fault. ahhhhhhhhhhh.

anws. had jap food. then left. walked to far-east. wanted to take np. me fiona jo & evan. hmm. end up walking away because there isn't any nice machine. tsk tsk. lame!

then jo & evan took a bus home from outside. bid gdbye. fiona & i walked to orchard mrt to get her mother a gift. bought 3 roses. then head for heeren. woosh. was suppose to shop for some pressies. but there wasn't anything nice.

left for home afterwards. then met my 2 sis at heartland to buy a cake for our mummy. oosh. didn't know i chose the most expensive cake. haha. this shows i've got gd taste. muahaha. end up having my older sis to pay first. haha.

hais. can't wait for tests to over. ahhhhh. tt'll be after nxt wk. woohoo. hmm. joining POS. but fiona & sarah can't. ahhhhhhh. dont really whether we shld really join not. hais. but if dont join then will regret i guess. hais. TELL ME!

ouch!

2005-04-22T21:06:00.000-07:00

TAN ANN ANN IS A CRAZY FREAK!

wah. today's morning call was special. 6.15am sharp! i tossed & turned on my bed. cos i'm having a very bad tummyache. actually wanted to slp longer in bed. but the pain was so unbearable tt i ran straight to the toilet. whoosh. there it came. haha

hmmm. then went to sch as usual. lessons were as usual. at times fun. at times boring. wah. today a maths lesson copy the ans from the board until i fell asleep. scared to be seen by mrs soh. "haluuu" hahaha. copy until don't know wat rubbish i writing.

recess time. lessie had cramps. after recess i had diarrhea again. a bad one indeed. my tummy was like aching non-stop. hais. so ouchie. ROARS.

after tt had SS test. my tummyache comes back again. i ren until end of test. then had physics lab lesson. only used 1 period when it supposed to be 2 periods. on the way back to class, my tummyache comes back. went to the toilet again. for the third time.

then went back to class. ann ann then found a pendulum bob in her pencil case from the lab. haha. she told ms kang & the whole class laugh like never b4. HAHAHAHA. in the end she forced me to go back to the lab with her because i was the one who put it in her pencil case. haha.

wah! have to walk like from one end of the sch to the other end. so tiring. somemore under hot sun. TAN ANN ANN. haha. stop stealing the apparatus from the lab. haha. its not right ok. prefect somemore leh. haha. jk. it was just my doing. haha. alrights. i threw the bob & it fell into ur pencil case. haha. can't stand it. can't stop laughing. HAHAHAHAHA. roars!

hmmm. last period PW. then after tt went to compass point with lessie huiwen raina lydia angeline & sihui. ate lunch then went to captain cook to give angie bs. wow. its my 1st time giving bs. feeling a little uncomfortable. but later it all went smooth. yep. very glad. thank God

then after tt went home with lydia raina & angeline. went heartland with raina & angeline. while climbing up the stairs. saw elfton. say hi then bye liao. accompanied angeline to popular to get her cheapo file. haha.

then had to wait for her for a cab. hais. anws. she owes me $4. haha. joseph & yoz still owe me money lor. for lessie's prezzie. rmb to pay back!!! i'll hunt u guys down. muahahaha. im not tt bad la. unlike joseph. haha. bug bug bug non-stop. haha

hmm. overall today was great. the part tt brightens up my day most is when TAN ANN ANN OF 3B1 BROUGHT BACK THE PENDULUM BOB WITH HER TO CLASS. HAHAHAHAHAH. just how blur can she get. hahaha.

SYF`05

2005-04-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

SYF

woke up super duper early mans. 4.50am. slept from 9pm to 12am. only to realise tt i forgot to pack my stuffs for the next day. packed until 12.30am like tt then went to conserve energy for the SYF. slept through till 4.50am. ROARS. i want my slp.

tong pang lala's car to sch. went to sch to set up instruments n get ready. warmed up. boarded the buses to S'pore Conference Hall. sang the pieces in the bus to calm ousleves. then sang many christian songs to cool our nervousness.

n wow wow wow. SCH is super cold. went there have to wait for our turn outside. cleared all bladders. then proceed to the tuning room. after which we had to wait outside the hall for our turn to perform. everyone's praying real hard for our smooth performance.

well. there's not many ppl watching us play. n so this did not scare us off. only our sch teachers + band seniors + a band + others we don't know. whole hall was so quiet.

well. the walking in presentation was good. no mistakes. cool. when sir started conducting. the place was filled with our nice music. i wasn't at all nervous. just a little mistakes here n there. tt's all. we really enjoyed ouselves playing those 2 songs.

after performance went out of the hall. was kinda cool. took group photos. yay!

only 10 stayed behind to wait for result. the rest went back to sch for lessons. wah! most boring part of life. arghhh. but the full 3 periods i wasn't even paying a little bit of attention. was praying just so hard tt they'll come back with gd news.

well, didn't achieve as what we had wanted.

still, no matter what, we must all give our thanks to God.

He is the one who has seen us through over the past few months.

providing us with gd health & strength to go on practising.

to all PL band members out there.

don't get too sad n depair over the result.

whatever the result is, we must always be strong.

look on the bright side.

let us all never to give up.

continue the improvement & we'll get there.

hey hey.

we really did enjoy ouselves during the performance eh?

we still did it.

the main purpose isn't all abt achieving tt gold.

is all abt glorifying His name.

is all abt enjoying ourselves with our frens.

is all abt the frens we made in band.

righties?

come on, ppl.

nothing is perfect.

let us not only eye on tt gold.

let us all enjoy ourselves for the last time

with all the frens we love in band.

be proud of the band.

so hey.

there's still a competition coming up in dec.

let us really all DO OUR BEST!

whatever we do.

let us not do it for our own satisfaction.

but to bring glory to His name!

He is the one who strengthens us.

anyways, thanks to all my frens out there.

thanks for ur never failing encouragements.

thanks for being there when i needed help.

thanks for bringing joy to my life.

thanks for everything u all had done for me!

PL band members

strong-willed
never give up spirits
forever bringing joy
encouraging
doing the best we can
pressing on!!!

haiz

2005-03-10T22:00:00.000-08:00

woohoo! 2 more days to the end of term 1 :)

hmm. went to sch as usual. me n sis delibrately walk super slow so tt don't need to go back to class at assembly ground to sing mari-kita. haha. so fun lor. so we stand at the corridor to sing. then i said the pledge wrongly. HAHA. me n my sis laughed non-stop till we reach our classes. HAHA. so maluating. luckily no one heard.

ytd had announcement tt announced the best class performance n stuff. my class got the credit of no latecomers at all. HAHA. cos i always come on the DOT. so thank God. n when my class heard the announcement. they all looked at me with some stupid expressions. haha. too bad. i'm nv late for sch.

today's lessons were as usual. but i was super awake in class today. had very little sleep though. hmm. today during lesson time. were thinking of results n wat shall i do during the hols. have put my mind into studying. but have no time. arghhh.

whee~ miss kang's lesson rocks. had so much fun making lots of noise in her class. muahahaha. wish tt every lesson would be like tt. we called miss kang. jiang lao shi. n i said. jiang (loudly) lao (softly) shi (loudly). haha. n its becomes JIANG lao SHI! whoohoo.

stayed back for my dumb e maths remedial. just because i failed my 1st e maths test. arghhh. but its gd to train myself. hmm. then went for band individuals after tt. prac for 1 hr. stayed till 5.30pm.

played bball with angeline yuxuan sokyi n lala. play until lala's dad come to fetch us home all the way. haha. so fun. squeezing in the car again. haha.

lala then came up with me to my hse to borrow belt. HAHA. gave her a can of pepsi twist. for her fetching me home. heehee. kinda lame.

then was so bored ytd. so when to snip my fringe. today did the same thing because it was out of shape. hmm. result wasn't gd. HAHA. anws did tt out of boredom. sigh.

woohoo. can't wait for saturday n sunday to arrive. arghhh. wanna get my frens saved. yay!

sicked

2005-03-04T17:30:00.000-08:00

sigh. haven't blogging for the past so many days. being super sick for the past few days.

[2/3]
went to sch. actually was alright. the moment i reached inside sch. i was totally weak n sick. sigh. felt cold n giddy. didn't go home early cos i was strong. haha. thanks Father for making me strong

supposed to have bs with leila. but was too weak to absorb anything. but still have to stay back n complete our CME project. then had to walked under HOT sun n took a bus home. went home n slept throughout. sigh

[3/3]
went to sch as usual. felt sick n giddy. still manage to get out of my bed. didn't want to skip sch. if not i'll not be able to catch in my a maths. thanks Father once again for strenghtening me through the day.

unable to attend individuals. rained heavily that i have to call my dad to pick me up. tong pang my darls to the bus-stop.

[4/3]
went to sch. felt better each day. it is through Him that i'm feeling more radiant each day. thank you Father for making me well. called my dad to pick me up after sch. tong pang lydia n celeste to heartland mall.

now i'm really feeling better. just a little running nose n ear block. so happy i'll be able to attend cg tmr. n i'm gonna miss band prac. sigh. because of the class comm meeting. anws i also can't blow. yep. gonna have games throughout. yipee!

wow wow wow

2005-02-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

well well well. havent' been blogging since cny. haha. can't believe it.

hmm. a few days back was my b'dae. received prezzies! so happy. cos the prezzies are nice cute n cool. love it mans. thanks alot my frens!

[happy b'dae]
went to swensens with lyly lala yoyo n jaja green tea. ordered so much mans. eats after eats. eating->talking->laughing like siao. haha. wow wow wow. when the bill came. BOMB! explosion occured. $86 for 5!!! we almost fainted. everyone took out everthing to settle the bomb. we were like. "excuse me, u wait awhile first ah" haha. so pai seh. can eat but no money. almost reduce to cleaning the utensils. thank God we have just the right amt.

then lala was the only one who's left with 8 bucks. just enough to take neoprints. + a dollar. we were enjoying the moments together. so united as a sect. but alot were absent.

came home. waited until dinner time. had PIZZA time. the pizzas were great. then later cut cake n took photos with my family members. thanks mum n dad for celebrating. woohoo. they are the best! had my favourite cake from emicakes. love it mans!

sun. cg celebrated my b'dae. received prezzies. jolene chose the prezzie is super nice lor. my fave. so happy. precious moments. really had a great time on my b'dae.

[wed]
hmm. had 2 tests today. got back our e maths test result. my whole class did very very well. 3 cheers for 3B1!!! woohoo. sick of having tests alr. i rather have mid-yr. y no mid-yr?!?! arghhh. just love the feeling after mid-yr.

went to sarahlee's hse for bs today. had lunch there. food was great. prepared by her mum. mmm yummy yum. ended bs ard 6 today. it was so late. leila's quite late for the conference.

she didn't know how to go to church from sarah's hse. until we gave her idea. haha. smartie us. wow wow wow. she chased her bus until like mad. haha. super funny lor. she run like sprinting in olympics. haha. we from top view saw the way she ran. haha. sarah fiona joshua n i were laughing non-stop. haha. but leila can really take part in olympics alr. hahahahaha. 3 cheers!

took 3 buses to reach my home. reached home at 7.30pm. so late mans. then had yu sheng at 9 cos its the 15th day of cny today. had yummy food today. mmm :)

sigh. really so stressed up all the tests tt are coming up. its practically every wk got at least 2 tests. wah! can suffer from brain damage lor. sigh-.-

happy?!?!

2005-02-10T14:40:00.000-08:00

[CNY's eve]
on the way to sch
lost my hp
worried all the way

sch's celebration
kinda boring

went back to pri sch
intended to visit ms goh
but she wasn't there
when we're there
left a note
and off we go

lydia fiona n i
went to town
on the way saw gen khoo
talked then moved on
didn't buy anything
sigh

went home
had reunion dinner
ate steamboat

[lst day of CNY]
cousins came to my hse
dad mum sis sis n i
went to my maternal grandparents' hse
bai nian, eat, play, talk

then went to my cousin''s hse
which is a stonethrow distance
went there to play
then went home at 10
cousins still at my hse

n i finally found my hp
it was my dad who found it
he found it and didn't want to tell me
cos he wants to confisticate it

and frens out there
i may not reply u all
cos my dad confisticated my phone
so i can only reply secretly
yeah
sorry guys

[2nd day of CNY]
cousins are coming to my hse
play play play
eat eat eat
talk talk talk

breaking down

2005-02-06T23:30:00.000-08:00

FEEL LIKE BREAKING DOWN.

brought my younger sis to church
reprimanded by my dad
he was so furious to say anything to us
was ignored by him

went to weiying's hse
weixian's 17th birthday
ice-cream cake worx
woah cool mans

all my cousins aunties n uncles
are non-chirstians
except for one of my cousin
and he wasn't there at tt time
sigh

was sort of being pressed down by them all
they're all against christians
they said many negative things abt christians
making christianity sounds bad

my third aunt said
the reason why she doesn't want to be a christian
is bcos 1 of her christian fren had said
"only christians go to heaven"
upon hearing this
my aunt was very furious bcos she thinks tt
the rest will go to hell
arghhh

when i wanted to explain to her
but sth stopped me
i don't know wat was it
but i guess its my faith
i did not have the faith n courage to tell them
the words just couldn't come out of my mouth
all we could hear is my aunt complaining

then later all my other aunts came
all of them like sort of gang up
against christianity
they were so agitated in wat they said
everything suddenly became intense
3 aunties + 2 cousins
talking abt how bad being a christian is

i was there alone
being pressed down
my courage n faith failed to stand
i was really depressed
no one was actually there to help me
tears were almost rolling down my cheeks
and i was totally at a loss

no one came to my rescue
is this a test?
i don't know
but all i know is tt i'm scared
i'm depressed n stressed
i'm really at a loss of wat to do
i need help!!!
boohoohoo...

and i know 1 thing for sure
all these can nv pull me down
wear me out
i'll fight the good fight of faith!
i'll definitely be...
like my class theme:
victorious LADIES of God!
i'm going to achieve victory in this area!

BUT I NEED HELP!

hmmm.

2005-02-02T05:17:00.000-08:00

went to sch as usual
came out of the car
saw phua chu kang n sis

silent reading
atmosphere's silent
so slient tt i almost fell asleep

PE
did sth tt wasn't wat mrs teo wanted
had to do punishments
ran round 3 bball courts for 10 mins non-stop
did 60 pumpings altogether
sigh

went back to class for lessons
head was spinning
very painful
but controlled
pain lasted for the whole day
think its because ran rounds n rounds
tt's why

hmm 11.4oam
lit period
cos had to carry chairs to the hall
tt's why only had 5 mins of lit

prefects' installation
everyone had to be present in the hall
prefects from different schools
came for the installation
had praise n worship too

ard 1.30pm the installation ended
went back to class alr 1.40pm
waited until 1.45pm then left for home
went home with mimi n lyly

at home
i ate
i play
i exercise
i slept
i do HW
i do QT

i do seriously need to faint
having 2 tests on friday
somemore tmr after 5 then can come home
got bs
head's quite pain now
better be going
byeeees ppl :)

laughing moments

2005-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

"sch's as usual"
always using this phrase
silent reading was extra long today
read 2 chpts of my bk
felt sleepy then slept during SR

yawns

recess always keep us awake
went down for recess with a broken chair
brought it to the general office
complained abt the light coming out
in my class

mr yeo sent an attendant to the see to it
she is the siti's mother
the aunty so funny
stepped on suqi's table to try
to push the light back in
but it wasn't successful

then i told rachel j.
she could actually use her scooter
to scoot up there n fixed the light
"superscooterist"
haha
was laughing non-stop
then back to lesson
yawnsssss

1.45pm
will always be the catch in my sch life everyday
lyly mimi susu n lala came to my class
lyly taught me the 1st few chords of
accidentally in love on guitar
not bad
i was quite a fast learner
haha

then went to heartland
with lyly mimi n lala
had our lunch
laughed laughed laughed
talked talked talked
arghhh
laugh until all our tummies ache
talking abt birds which are out of point
really love tt moment
can laugh my stress out
yeah
hahahahahahahahahahaha
be part of the moment

then saw lessie n huiwen going home
called celeste super loud
she's super deaf
think she didn't hear
until huiwen told her
parted

lala n i then went to cold storage
to buy her aunty stuffs
"chinchalok"
sth like tt
took her "chinchalok"
then suddenly lala needs to poo
put the "chinchalok" aside
n cheong for the toilet
poo poo poo
kinda smelly eh
hahahahahahaha

after tt went back to get lala's
"chinchalok"
hahahahahahahahaha
she bought cheesecake too
and bought for me a sweet
she's super aunty carrying plastic bags
HAHAHAHAHAHA
then off we went home

SCOOT SCOOT. haha. funny attendant aunty.

thursday manns

2005-01-27T21:30:00.000-08:00

sch's as usual.
reach sch.
silent reading.
then lessons.
yawns to the lessons.
haiz, y the lessons forever so boring de ah.

was msging away during lesson.
partner lessie's mad.
sending me msg which is wrong.
haha.
"do zou ever feel like breaking down."
haha 'ZOU'
can't help but laughed.
then sent msg to germz.
saying "boo!"
can't believe she's using her hp during lesson time also.
haha.
bunch of naughty students.

sch's over.
went for individuals.
blow blow blow.
making a joyful noise unto the Lord.

then left for home with lyly n lala.
yoz n germz were there too.
took photos in the bus.
looking so pretty as usual.
haha kidding la.
alighted n left lyly in the bus.
walked with lala n germz home.
germz looked so tired.
so poor thing haha.
tmr's gonna be my turn to be tired.
sigh.

recording songs.
dinner.
research for project.

haiya.
still feeling troubled.
whether shld i go for the aus trip.
its super ex lor.
haiz.
i need help.
anyone's willing to help.
help the whole band.
to make it possible for everyone to go aus.
arghhh.
DAYLIGHT-ROBBERY!

yawns

2005-01-26T19:30:00.000-08:00

[sigh]

aiyo. sch's as boring as ever. haiya. wake so early for sch. always feeling sleepy in class. yawns.

went to sch as usual. came just time. silent reading's really silent sia. my bk's always the same. since the starting of sch until now haven't even reach a quarter of the bk. the purpose driven life. gd bk manns.

after silent reading had PE. did sprinting. from one end to the other. shoes were seen flying ard the ground. hahas. then after PE had e maths test. the test was eh... shall not reveal. muahahaha.

n yes! LITERATURE! lit is actually a very nice subject. but the teacher make it feels boring. the atmosphere was broken down. teeny weeny eyes were seen ard the classroom. haha. everyone were like practically falling asleep. haiya! the teacher make it so boring tt everyone wasn't interested in it. gosh.

wow wow wow. chapel was after lit. we had to move to the hall for chapel. n tt movement woke me up. n guess wat. we had "ONE WAY" as one of our songs today! hmm. was so happy. cos this lively song will definitely wake me up! n so. the atmosphere wasn't high. wanted to jump. but didn't. the 2 lead singers sang out of tune! but ok la. they're praising God too. the hall was so quiet. hmm. but i sang loud! haha.

hmm. eng after chapel. quite boring because the teacher's weird. ate sweets in class. haha. then used hp when teacher's talking. n tt bo liao RONNIE. msged me during eng lesson. she said "boo!". how lame can she get. n i msg her back. "u lamer". haha.

1.45 n everyone cheong out of the classroom. i super guai. stay in class to complete my work. then went to play bball with lydia. then with valerie vanessa vivian n lydia for awhile only. after tt had to rush off to seng kang with lydia to meet leila for bs.

had bs at captain cook. haha. leila was with gloria. after bs. walked to cold storage to get some things. leila needed to get lemon n honey for her throat. so poor thing. then i treated fiona a drink. after tt we all left for home. shoooooooo.

haiyo. band ah band. why the aus trip so ex. so little days so much money. DAYLIGHT- ROBBERY ah. siao lor. 4 nights for $2000 in aus. wat's more our expenses aren't included in tt $2000. arghhh. i can go. but in short time $2000 fly away. AIYO! very xin tong leh. how how how?!?! somemore sure alot of ppl cannot go 1. cos of the price. eeeeeekkk.

woohoo

2005-01-23T18:15:00.000-08:00

[hyper service]

woke up at 7am for church svc. was delaying time at home so as to take the last chartered bus. haha. met shiqi n shiwei at the pick-up point. took the same bus to church.

hmm. msg was great. i was feeling sleepy today. but still manage to pull through the svc. n today's songs were exceptionally high. for pastor kong. he was super on fire for God. n the songs were superbly great. yeah.

after svc went for debrief n also celebrated someone's b'dae. forget the name alr. spent alot of money sia. 1st have to pay $28 for the journal. then buy a bus booklet which costs $10. nxt have to buy a booklet on CIC which took away my $5.

hmm. leila got baptised today. but didn't go to see cos have to go for CIC. sister lilian talked super fast today for the CIC lesson 1. sort of manage to catch up la.

after CIC went for lunch opp church the hawker centre there. spent $3 there. talked fellowship n eat. after tt went home with daniel ervin soonguan jeff sandy mingqi joanna n evan.

joanna evan n i were so nice tt we accompanied sandy all the way to lavander mrt station then took the train back to outram. then i drop off at kovan mrt station.

arghhh. i want to go for the australia trip!!! haiya. really hope tt majority of them can make it so tt we can go. haiz. now is like only 30 odd ppl can go. how to form a band like tt. so ppl pls pray. yeah. come on come on. can predict the trip will be fun. cos we've got our frens ard. yeah?

super tiring day

2005-01-22T16:30:00.000-08:00

GAMES DAY!!!

hmm. went for band at 8am this morning. set up instru then had to fall in. drills drills drills. filming day. miss lau had to film us when we're marching for some SYF stuffs. wah. retake dunno how many times le lor. her last time will nv end. haha. keep saying last time last time. in the end still have to retake.

after eating abt 15mins of our games time. its games time!!! haha. changed to PE attire then went for games. hmm. my grp consists of 11 ppl. was in the same grp as lala. so happy. pauline n marylamb n cairong also.

played the telematch as our 1st game. n guess wat?! my grp came in 1st! muahahaha. had cheers n stuffs. thereafter had station games. n our grp rockk. always excel in the games. haha. so cool.

had the ping pong ball game. taken by raina n lena. was so funny. cos we can blow well for the ping pong ball to go from cup to cup. HAHAHA. felt the lack of integrity here. haha. so fun anws.

then the marbles. was stationed by celeste n weilin. nv get to use the chopsticks to transfer the marbles from 1 cup to the other. cos i can't even pick up the marbles. haha. gave chance to others. hee

followed by the scissors paper stone + water game. station masters are germaine n huizhen. wah. played n i lost. was splashed by huizhen. but blocked by the useless umbrella. haha. the umbrella was blown by the wind n it went the other way. haha. n they all said i spoilt the umbrella. anw. it was cool n funny. then me n lala had a special cheer. with water on us. haha

next is all our ankles being tied up together n had to walk from one end to the other. had to sing n walk. haha. so funny. led by sheree n melissa.

thereafter we went to the passing card game only using mouth. so gross. haha. josephine n samantha demonstrate to us the game. they demonstrate then the card fell down n they kissed each other. muahahahahaha. haha. super funny lor.

lastly had the game on sitting. 1st part we had to sit on the chair where 4 ppl lie on each other's laps. then the chairs will be taken off. n the other grp members supported us. haha. so tiring lor. mindy n rebecca then wanted us to form a circle n sit n each other's laps with song. every "B" we had to stand. then sit. haha. super lame n tiring.

then had to run back to the band room. n our grp was the 1st to reach. woohoo. we're like practically the 1st in everything. the score too. n we're the overall champion. yay yay yay!

hmm. after band went to heartland with a grp of ppl. then half-way lost them. ate our fill then left for home. walked with lala to the bus-stop. then she suddenly said she lost her wallet. n her reaction was totally ABNORMAL!

usually ppl will get flustered. n she's mad. she's so calm. practically no reaction at all. haha. then went back to heartland to search her wallet but still can't find. hmm. still can't find we decided to go back home.

hmm. was SUPER DUPER tired lor. no energy to do things le. n my face's burnt a little. n now i have to go to my grandparents' hse le. miss them lots! cya ppl.

is this a test

or is it just for fun

sigh. i'll never know.

ooh

2005-01-21T23:00:00.000-08:00

wow wow wow. can't believe i didn't use com for abt 1 wk lor.

hmm. today woke up at 9 plus by sarah lee's call. wah. if she don't call then guess i'll oversleep. hee. wat a piggified. haha. then called elana to get her to cg. hmm. in the end she can't go. so saddified. haiya. then went for cg.

meeting sarah at her hse bus-stop. took 74 bus. while waiting for the bus. i thought of many many things. as i was right in front of the queue. the 1st person in the queue. the thought of having leadership quality suddenly popped out in my mind.

haha. also dunno y like tt. probably i've the fear of leading a grp well. haiz. dunno y always think tt i'll lead ppl to the wrong path. i'm scared i can't be a gd leader. haiya. y i don't have FAITH!!! arghhh. come on come on. liyun. u've gotta have faith! yes! faith! faith! faith!

hmm. boarded the bus. then came sarah from amk. suppose to meet gen at her bus-stop one. but she missed the bus. then me n sarah alighted n waited for them.

walked to anna's place for cg from the bus-stop. wow wow wow. cg was great! played game organised by pauline. n i know how to play tt game. the tv show got teach b4. heehee. n phew. i didn't make a fool of myself. haha. well sarah lee did. haha

hmm. msg was shared by pastor. after cg. fellowship for awhile then left for j8 with jellybeans sara lee jojo n evan. ate at food junction for some tea break. hah. talked then left for home. jopay evan n i went to take mrt.

reached home at ard 6 plus. hmm. so sian lor. so much HW. arghhh. n i dread sec 3's life. i'm feeling stressed all over. arghhh. personal life + sch life. arghhhhhhhhhh.

"STRESS" IS WHAT I SEE THIS YEAR!

monday!

2005-01-17T03:05:00.000-08:00

as usual. woke up at 6.15am. reached sch at 7 plus. got ready for lesson. had eng test today. so happy there was no summary for today. test ending le. stomach suddenly so pain. for no reason. pressed my tummy real hard then the pain shoo le.

hmm. after tt lesson after lesson. had PE today. PE was super duper boring today. ran a few rounds round the sch hall then followed by stretching. full 35 mins did running n stretching only! how boring. boo~

after PE then lessons after lessons. haiya. the happiest moment of my day has arrived! ringggg! 1.45pm n we packed up! yay! but class commitee stayed back in class to do some rubbish proposal for the ULTRA MINI fun-fair.

then later when to suhui's class. she accompanied me to the toilet. had a really terrible tummyache. then went back to suhui's class n she got her back n left. went to fiona's class. was suppose to do our HW de. end up singing n shouting ard the class cos there's no one.

n fiona ah. trying to slang when reading a poem. so gross. me n audrey then purposely don't listen to her n we felt tt she's talking to the wall. umm. a sign n retardedness. HAHA. we also wrote many things n the board. song lyrics n stuffs.

after went for bs with leila at amk. FIONA QUEK!!! took the wrong bus! i told her say 55 won't reach our destination but she insisted tt its the correct bus. i asked her to take the behind bus which has lesser ppl n she don't want. cos she says bus 55 got more guys. -.-" she's like so despo.

HAHA. finally reached our destination. leila was like waiting for very long le. oops. so sorry. hah. had bs until zun zun 5.31pm. leila rushed off first cos she had to meet her mum in town. then me n fiona walked to the station n aparted from there.

sigh-.- sch's always the same. as boring as ever. but only with frens then fun la. y can't sch be more hip?!?! haiz.

pri sch we always sing the song below. the song is so nice cos it brings back many many fond memories. arghhh. i miss my pri sch life! i want my frens back! i want back the things we did! so cool. i love it.

song sang by me me me today:

His love is warmer than the warmest sunshine

softer than a sigh

His love is deeper than the deepest ocean

wider than the sky

His love is brighter than the brightest star

that shines every night above

And there is nothing in this world that can ever change his love

Once i thought that love was meant for anyone else but me

Once i thought that no one knew the way

Now that only goes to show how wrong we all can be

And it seems He loves me more each day

Something happened to my heart the day that i met Him

Something that i've never felt before

And that something is that he has buried all my sins

And now i know He loves me more each day

chao ta

2005-01-15T16:00:00.000-08:00

wah. 5-day week. but we're still back to normal. not abnormal. haha. anws. having band on sat is gd. i like it to be on sat. so tt i won't slack. yeah.

achieving gold for SYF. hmm. SYF is coming. but i can't sense the gold. probably because we still need to improve further. yea. working so hard is for the sake of going aus. also our hard work & effort since the yr everyone started band-ing. most importantly is to do our sch proud so tt we can glorify God. yeah

anws. woke up at 7 by lala's call. actually i forgotten to set alarm clock de. luckily lala called n woke me up. yeah. thank you Jesus. n i noe the call was sent by Jesus. thank so much. muackx

reached sch then huizhen was taking attendance le. when comes to my name. she called i was still strolling in. haha. mrs jacob considered tt as late but miss lau let us off. haha. so cool sia. muahahaha.

had prac until abt 10.25am. sir have to rush off n we had our break. kept all our things before break. nth to eat during break. but we're blessed with much food from ppl ard us. celeste brought cookies for all of us. so sweet of her. n clarinet sect has many many secret food. muahahahaha. hahaha.

after break had drills. wah. had drills under such powerful n mighty sun. we almost got cooked under the sun. felt really really tired as i'm dehydrated. didn't drink anything since morning. pauline n celeste la! kept making me laugh when in the squad. haha.

everyone's arms were tos still le. haha. after drills everyone were like. "phew" n "wah". hah. really tiring. we all had red n burnt faces after tt. n my face is burnt!!! so painful! i'm so poor thing. actually not only me la. haha.

after drills miss lau talked to us for awhile. then had to leave sch by 12.30pm sharp. everyone were so rushy here n there. haha. then went to heartland with pauline sihui lydia n laurel.

n wat's magnificent is tt we walked from sch all the way to heartland!!! wow. so cool. it was a long walk for us today because the sun was really too strong. we were all like burnt even more after drills. lala was so quiet cos she was dehydrated. haha. she thanked me for intro her to walk.

when finally we reached heartland. i was feeling so relieved n cool. was cooled down by the air-con inside the mall. hmm. sort of treated lyly n lala to snow ice. had to treat lala cos i made her fall twice today. but is because she trip over my leg when trying to kick my butt.

ate snow ice then went home. accompanied lala to the bus-stop n waited with her for her bus to come. mmm. how nice n sweet of me! right? yeah.

haiya. band ah band. though its fun. but for us studying for tests n so on. its really stressful. band is 3 times a wk for us manns. haiz. how stressful. somemore 1 wk can have up to like abt 5 tests or more. siao lor. can die leh.

haiyo. so poor thing. other cca not coming on sat. only band! hmm. guess we'll have to put in lots of effort for SYF. n also to improve our standard in band. if we slack. everything will be gone. effort n stuffs. gone n gone. gold is our ultimate apple. haha. also dunno i talking abt.

hmm. anws. like tt so many things to handle. how to have time for qt. but no matter wat. qt is the most important daily routine. yeah! i really hope stress would just disappear from me! i can really feel the stress manns. arghhhh. i need help!!!

stressful

2005-01-13T19:30:00.000-08:00

so many days nv update alr. sigh. just being too bz. tt's all. i'm tired!

today went to sch as usual. put my bag in class then went down to assembly ground. sing, devotion, pray, read. hmm. same everyday! feeling tired. hope those leading in devotion time n singspiration will be more hip la. if not snores can be heard from surroundings. *no offence*

went for lessons. then had recess. then back to class to get ready for photo-taking at 11. wah. 1st time everyone's super vain. squeezed into the toilet to get their hair done. had to pay $4 on the spot for the photo shoot. sigh

haha. fiona's class was b4 mine. n i delibrately stare hard at her. laughing at her. as she looked really funny. wahahahaha. she's like blushing red. maroon red. hah. guess she felt the maluation atmosphere surrounding her. haha

imagining sitting on the chair

getting ready to be shot

making ur face look great

smiling!

n everyone just stare hard at the person

ready!

shoot!

blushing as everyone goes woooooo

u looked funny

arghhh

wat a maluation!

laughters are heard

hmm. atmosphere of maluation surrounded. haha. but everything was just so fine after the shots. gladly. everyone returned back to classrm. get ready for the nxt lesson. sigh.

all lessons are exactly the same. as boring as ever. except for chinese. don't really understand y when chinese lesson i feel so much awake n fresh! cool lesson of the yr!!! chinese lesson was much fun than the rest. we get to do different things like getting in grps to discuss things. laughing. teacher's really humorous. so funny.

hmm. after sch went for band. sectionals. started at ard 2.40pm n ended at 4pm plus. get to play with different instru to get cool music. wah! really fun. but felt very very tired after blowing my clarinet. sigh. lala has the same prob. hmm. cos we're using new reeds. sigh. really unseasoned. playing's difficult a little.

went to heartland after tt with lala n lyly. then talked eat laughed. wow. so cool. then when washing hands. me n lala spotted sth gross. we saw a woman sitted down with the jeans behind her went low.

n popped. almost half her butt is shown. wat the. so old alr still want to show off her butt. yucks. then we saw many many men staring at her butt. GOSH! tt's worst. eew. those men just can't resist it. BLEHX. disgusting. some kept staring until cannot see alr then took their eyes off. wat the! so BLEHX. disgusting. haha.

then walked with lala to the bus-stop. accopanied her til her bus came. how nice of me! haha. we were like "shopping" at the 'interchange'. haha. went round the few stalls. looking at things tt are not nice. but still see la. cos nth to see alr. haha. her bus came n off we parted.

days in school are boring

everything's the same

no fun, no change

everyone buried their heads in their books

preparing for tests coming up

sigh

but the fun comes when we are freed from our books

freed from the lessons

yesh! books can really make a subject sleep

hey but certain lessons can be fun

chinese is fun

PE is fun

tt's all i can think for now

GETTING TOGETHER WITH MY FELLOW FRIENDS IS COOL

its the coolest

but getting to know God is one thing i appreciate the most in my life

imagining getting ur fellow friends come together

playing together

making music together

laughing together

eating together

complaining to one another

these are things which will never lead me to boredom

anws. all my friends out there

i've never regretted knowing u ppl

u ppl are the coolest

thanks for being my friends

love u ppl manns

u all rockk. rockk on.

saturday again!

2005-01-08T21:30:00.000-08:00

woke up at 6 plus. actually it is my dad fetch me to sch for band today. but my mum told me to take bus with my sis. sigh. reached there ard 7.40am. suppose to go early to help them do some preparations for the cca fair. in the end most of the things were prepared.

had band prac frm 8 to 9.30. then had break. during break our dearest clarinetist sheryl tay kai hui taught some of us a tsunami dance. haha. she's really lame n funny. couldn't stop laughing. after break some mend the booth. some give out fliers n promoting band. most of them prac of the performance.

i went to give out fliers promoting band. wow. it was truely a tiring job. some were interested n some weren't. sigh-.- after giving out fliers. it was 11.05 n we had to go back to the bandrm for performance. saw jolene, genevieve n their father in the bandrm enjoying the band plays.

didn't get to play in the 1st performance cos my instru was used to display. haha. got 1 father took my clarinet n said he played clarinet b4. n u noe wat?!?! he doesn't even noe how to put my clarinet properly on the table. still got the cheek to say he played clarinet b4. hahahaha.

then later went ard promoting band again b4 our 2nd performance. walked in a big grp. with drums n promotion went aloud. oosh. so cool. then went back to bandrm for our 2nd performance.

band ppl were sitted down early sia. got bored n saw some parents looking bored. so the clarinet section did this wave. we did the kallang wave. hahahahahaha. we looked so stupid. trying to entertain them. but instead we malu-ed ouselves. haha. but really had a fun time.

after everything ended. including the cca fair n announcements. we had to clear our rubbish in the sch n bandrm. then went outside the sch gate n meet genevieve n jolene to go for cg together.

went to potong pasir for cg. wah! cool! was sleepy cos had to wake up so early in the morning. but still pulled through the cg. felt quite awake cos of genevieve. she's always clapping wrongly!!! HAHAHA! so funny. me sarah n evan must tell her how to clap correctly following the beat.

anws. great msg. after cg went to bishan to fellowship. had dinner then went home.

wat a long day! yawns! -.-zZz

1st day of sch in 2005!!!

2005-01-03T17:00:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!

sch has officially opened n today is the 1st day of sch in 2005. kinda sian ah. games played were quite boring sia. [no offence]

everyone is officially separated from each other n whoosh!!! into our new classes.

sigh. i've got the lonely feeling in me. although i've many frens i mix with in my class this yr. the lonely spirit is lingering in me. why? i just don't understand y i've got tt kind of feeling. i just feel so lonely! why why why?!?!

i really miss my p5 & p6 gentleness class. arghhh. tt was truely the best class ever in my whole
life. i really wish tt time would just go backwards. but its truely impossible.

although the sch told us this, phillipians 3: 13 & 14. "...Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Chirst Jesus." i still couldn't let go of the past n go towards what lies ahead.

sigh. all my bestest best pals r separated from me. so sad. n my best clique i mixed with r in the same class together n well, i different. i feel so jealous of them to be able to be in the same class. oh wells. shld just accept what's given to me.

sigh. really scared for my sec 3 year. scared i can't excel in everything in my new class. i need moral support!!! arghhh!!! boohoohoo. wahhhhhh.

whoosh!

2004-12-31T22:30:00.000-08:00

[yesterday]
had band from 8 to 1. left early cos had thanksgiving cg. hah. so fun.

in cell. went to kenneth's new hse at harbour front. his condo is like wow!!! so nice. near the sea. wah! my dream hse! had cg there. drama put up by the drama team was good! funny n meaningful. had games. was fun. praise worship.

pastor preached. sat beside the window. the view was cool n shiok! watched video n had prize presentation. the video was super nice. n the worst part is when they videoed me n fiona doing some maluating action for our skit. sigh. super pai seh leh.

after cg went to the hawker opp his hse to have lunch. went to orchard with pauline they all. took neoprint then went straight to melody's family's cafe. wah! high-class sia. hah. n u noe wat?!?! melody has so many love rivals. haha. so funny tt toot toot guy.

melody: he's really interested in u girl. he's like so obvious in the things he does. pretending to read magazine. stammering when he sees u. muahaha. melody. take care. n rmb abt the big guy. another one pretending to read mag beside tt tot guy of urs. wahaha. tt toot guy's really toot! shirt tucked in. pants wear until so high. specs also. all on him looks nerdy. heex.

met my parents at centrepoint to buy some things then went straight home.

[today]
woke up. had lunch then did my hw. sigh. sch's starting. i dun like!!! i very scared. i haven't do my hw finish yet!!! how how how?!?! commonwealth essay?!?! 1200-1500 words?!?! sigh

cookie n creamy?!

2004-12-29T21:30:00.000-08:00

[band]
hmm. had band early this morning. felt so sleepy cos only got abt 3 n a half hours to slp. yawns. went for band n learnt many things. like breath support, force of air, blahs. felt quite sleepy during the theory. eh.

break. i only got to know today tt our clarinet section was so kiasu n SMART!!! 1 band prac b4 today's. they went to the marmar shop to buy many packets of potato chips. a dozen i guess. n we each band prac will open up 2 packets to eat. heehee. smartie section. sarah had seaweeds n sunflower chocs frm korea as souvenirs for us. had fun 'eating' those wonderful food.

after break then we really started on our SYF song. so fun! love tt song manns. rah sa sayang hey! hah. fiona heehee. [rahhhhhhh-learned frm elson + fiona= rahhhhhhh] wahahahha. c0ol word eh. pui! played until 12 plus then suddenly we got shocked cos we've learned tt we had another band prac tmr. arghhhh. spoil our plans for tmr. rahhhhhhh=elson+fiona

[joanna's n evan's hse]
were supposed to bake cookies. but end up with plays!!! all we did were to play play play!!! had much fun rubbish there. talking playing eating surfing e net n last of all. genevieve sarah n my sis running away frm the 2 dogs. haha. they so cowards. they looked funny.

sarah was the worse case ever. run until the whole room turned upside down. as in everything's toppled over. n she even climbed on the table n kicked the computer screen. wah! wat a scaredy sarah. heehee. so funny. the whole room is filled with dog's food. haha. in the end. the dog was tramautised by sarah lee. cos she screamed so loud n long tt scared the poor dog. hah

took pictures. all thnx to genevieve khoo tt we've gotta spent a long time taking 'dao' pictures. she was like laughing laughing causing everyone else to laugh too. haha. really take a long time just to take a nice picture. anws. took a few beautiful pictures [cos got my face in there] then went home.

christmas, isn't christmas.

2004-12-26T08:19:00.000-08:00

wat a long time since i've blogged.

hmm. fiona n i stayed over at jean's place on de 24th n 25th. celebrated christmas w/o de christmas atmosphere. sigh.

[24th december]
woke up early in e morning. met fiona at yio chu kang mrt station b4 we go to jean's hse. reached her hse. did stuffs like. watching tv. pillow/bolster fight. "calls" (hee). went down to e provision shop n bought our lunch. instant noodle. fill our tummy. rest till 2 den went to swim until 3 plus. rushed up coz me n fiona were late.

met genevive elana jessie edinna jess huiming jueying n leila at kallang mrt station. took a chartered bus down to e indoor stadium for e christmas spectacular. had to wait really long juz to get into e stadium. but we jump queue i guess. hee

found seats. there were drama. songs. preaching. alter call. all my frens responded!!! hallelujah! praise the Lord! so happy for them. pst kong ended e svc puctually at 9pm. left e stadium n headed straight to orchard for countdown.

met jean at orchard. gen khoo fiona jean xiufang josephine leila layho joby n i were together in orchard. some left leaving behind me gen fiona jean n layho for e countdown alone!

hmm. crowded place manns. so crowded tt those things r gonna happen. those bangladesh [or vv] ppl. not being racist or wadeva. darn them to the very pueny core. boohoo. feeling sick n angry. e thought of tt juz makes me sick! y can't they do good?! they r 1 big pestified grp of ppl!

what a countdown!!! nv experience a countdown b4. this will be e 1st n probably e last in crowded areas. boohoo. -.- MOST STINKY PLACE!!!

caught up with layho daniel daryl n 1 more guy [dunno wat's e name]. felt so safe with them. felt happy when we saw them. nv gonna get tt stinky feeling again!!! met pauline kenneth ervin n some taiwanese ppl later. felt even more safe when with them.

rushed to newton mrt station. heard tt e last train will be coming in 2 mins time. we rushed like mad to catch e train. caught e last train n felt sort of calm but still with a pissed mind. reached jean's place at abt 2am. bathed. so hungry! didn't have dinner. n fiona ate almost ALL my christmas biscuits! hah. wat a pig! talked until 4am plus. yawns.

CHRISTMAS DAY!!!

[25th december]
woke up at 8am. me n fiona again [as usual] rushed to e christmas spectacular. frm kallang mrt station we walked to e stadium. a long way n we sang many songs to keep us occupied. walked so slow until many overtook us. reached! was quite late coz had to lined up a very long way back. didn't want to jump queue to arise problems.

sat with joanna evan sarah teo n layho. what a GREAT christmas celebration with e church!!! felt very peaceful n calm during e celebration. same drama as ytd's. felt so sleepy coz didn't had enough slp.

after svc. went for lunch with some of e cg members at cinesleisure. had our fill den fellowship ard. left cine at 4 plus. rushed straight to my cousin's hse for another christmas celebration. n b'dae too. this was different coz there wasn't any christmas spirit. why?

probably because there wasn't God's pressence there. less than 5 ppl there out of 30 odd ppl were christians. how little. so sad. hmm. but gonna make them all christians soon!

had buffet there. talking. games. happy b'dae-ing. exchanging of prezzies! wow. fave part of mine. haha. got a badge-maker prezzie!!! haha. so childish. but couldn't reject e prezzie. hmm exchanged with my younger sis as tt badge-maker prezzie suited her more than me.

finally got a small lil soft dog n cup designing prezzie. kinda suited me more than e previous one. heex. satisfied. den came weiliang counselling us abt christianity. wow. best part of christmas. at 1st weiying wasn't convinced in going to church. but after a long talk frm me weiliang n liling. she finally got interested n asked many many qns. praise the Lord! so happy for her. i understood better abt some things too.

hmm. den weiliang had to leave for home. sigh. no more counselling. anws. slept through until abt 1.20am in my cousin's hse. was soooo sleept then. left her hse at 1.30am n headed for home.

bathed, unpacked until 3 plus. read my bible until 4 plus. was so sleepy n fell asleep. woke up at 1pm plus by my mum. sigh-.- can't get to sleep longer. yawns.

[26th december]
changed bed sheets n stuffs. went for dinner later in e evening at clarke quay. fetched my mum frm e indoor stadium 1st then headed for our dinner. everyone were hungry sia. so satisfied with e food. played games at e arcade with my whole family. then took pics n went home.

i'm back i'm back i'm back!!!

2004-12-16T20:15:00.001-08:00

NACL CAMP

[tuesday]
met at woodlands mrt station. took a bus to christchurch sec sch for camp. hmm. de 1st game we played was de takashi city. 1st stop was with emilie. had to run through a black cloth. i chose de correct door!!! yeah!

2nd stop was de brick area there. every1 had to walk ard de area on de raised platform. de 1st person, evan was blind-folded. den had to lead her through de whole race. yup n we did it w/o falling or dropping anything.

3rd stop was near de brick area. we had to climb up on a mat placed on de slope covered with liquid soap n water that made it so slippery to climb up. everyone were dirtied during that stop. it was really a difficult task. but we can do all things through christ who strengthens me.

4th stop was de brick stepping thing. we had to cross a "river" full of "crocodiles". we didn't make it through given de time limit. sigh-.-

5th stop was with bro adriel. 1st obstacle was that we had to corss over to a platform. den run to a wall n climb over a high 'great wall'. kwanhan climbed up 1st. den followed by de rest 1 by 1. when its my turn. they pulled me up. n u noe wat?! they pulled me n dun let me have a chance to hold de wall to climb up myself. haiz. n so funny. i felt so silly. hanging in de air. hah.

6th stop was with bro boon kiat. we had to crawl under de table through a maze to find our way out. wah! de pathway was so small n narrow. could hardly crawl fast. finally came to a dead end. n leila. hahahahahaha. "SOMEHOW" found a way out. wahaha. de way out was really really funny. when i got out of de maze. was wet with a bag of water. so sui. only me joanna n some1 gt wet. all thnx to bk.

7th stop which was also de last stop. was de sumo-wrestling thing. i was 1 of them who had to fight in de ring. my opponent was bro francis. n haiz. i pushed n pushed still cannot push him off de ring. smart of him not to attack but to dodge. but that was actually wat i thought of too. in de end. i WON!!! i got off de ring 1st. hahahahaha.

this is where takashi city ended. it ended n de nxt game started.

me fiona n layho went to play in de bball match. i was like walking up n down up n down up n down in de court for de last round. hah. SINGAPORE'S FAVE TOP MODEL!!! can't be helped anw. wahaha. eh area cleaning den bathe den dinner.

slept at 12.30am. n when everyone were sleeping n snoring peacefully. camp leaders went round all de bunks at 2am plus to wake everyone up to run down to de quad[blah blah] immediately. wah i got a shocked of my life manns when they knocked on de door. i jumped out of my sleeping bag n looked blur. haha.

when we reached de quad..water bombs were being thrown on us frm above. we shivered as it was really cold sia. den kwanhan n ervin protected us sisters frm de water. yup. such gentlemen. n de game we played was called tribulation. super scary sia. it was a test of faith. i was scared n didn't noe wat to do when i was all alone. but still. everyone pulled through. de game ended at 5.30am. sang pray den went back to our bunks. yawns.

i'm back i'm back i'm back!!!

2004-12-16T20:15:00.000-08:00

NACL camp

[thursday]

woke up at 9 or 10 plus i guess. super tired n sleepy manns. can't take it. eyes keep on closing. has area cleaning. had to picked up every single teeny weeny bit of rubbish on de ground. wat's more our area was on carpet. which makes it even more difficult to picked up.

session with pastor was followed after area cleaning. all 3 sessions with pastor were great! after de 3rd session was prize giving time. pat's grp won de best grp in overall pts. congrats. leila was de best sister n quanhan de best brother. so cool. both frm our team. our team got de agape prize. tt's all i can rmb. practically all de grps received prizes. n de winners were everyone!

sang. dance. praise n worship God. wow! so wonderful.

breakcamp n went for lunch with leila joanna evangeline fiona layho at causeway point. talked laughed took pics. so fun. walked ard de mall den took mrt home. sat on de ground in de train n talked n laughed n talked n laughed.

reached home at 5 plus in de afternoon. coming to 6. so tired yet still have to wash all my clothes n unpack all my stuffs. yawning while doing. so sad camp's over. sch's starting in 3 wks time. arghhhhhhhhh.

i'm back i'm back i'm back!!!

2004-12-16T08:15:00.000-08:00

NACL camp

[wednesday]

woke up at 8.30am though we slept at 5.30am. yawns. super energetic on this day. breakfast at 11. was like walking ard in doing nth in de morning when everyone's still snoring loudly!!! sarah came n we met her at de carpark.

session with pastor. had telematch. den water bomb game. hah. so funny. bro bk looked funny sticking out his butt bombing others.

n i remebered i kicked a bucket den fell on de ground. sarah was like dragging me instead of pulling me up. dragged so long until she finally let go of me n i'm on my own to get up. in de midst of getting up. someone bombed me with a water bomb n all my grp members ran away to hide. so coward. leave me alone. n tt kenneth so mean. stole our bucket of water bombs n i tried to sntched it away frm him by bombing him. leaving a bomb with me. i threw with extreme force on him n de bomb bounced away. hah. his back was super bouncy. hahaha

after which everyone had 2 hours of discussing abt de drama we had to put up during de campfire. at 7. everyone changed into their camp t n had dinner. campfire started. de atmosphere was getting intense. coz we'll be de 1st grp to show our skit. so scary.

de 2 emcees were leila n daniel. had de candle game. so fun. n i got burnt by de wax n fire many many times. hah. everyone were like blowing n burning here n there. so fun. den comes de skit. b4 de candle game i was feeling very scared. n after de game. i felt better coz i forgot some of my parts. hah.

leila-director, kwanhan-princess, ervin-pepper, josephine-narrator, gloria-guard, evangeline-villain, layho joanna sarah-3 powerpuff sugars, fiona-CL, me-NA
skit was great. hah. n i forgot 1 part where i have turn 1 round b4 i pose. hah. fiona turned alone n i posed early. hah. so funny. fiona scolded me. hee. n i laughed. wahahahaha can't stop. haiya so lao kui. super pai seh manns.

after skit had manhood vote. liangwei won. de most gentleman. eh. hah. den had camp dance. practically forgotten every move. had bbq food. went to bathe n had movie screening at 12.30am. so yawns-.- talking abt drums. i sat on de chair opened eyes n fell asleep. almost fall off de chair. alot of ppl were sleeping during de show.

finally they released us to slp after de show which was like alr 3am. i guess. so sleepy manns.

shopping!

2004-12-12T08:51:00.000-08:00

was woken up by my alarm clock. followed den leila called my hp. being blur. i rejected her call i guess. hah. den she called my hse to wake me up. heex. took a shutter bus down to church. was raining heavily manns.

anws. svc was led by rev john. hmm. although quite cheem ah. sort of understand abit la. still have many doubts in my life as well as in de bible. gotta clarify them. who's willing to help?

hmm. after svc took mrt with joanna n talked troughout non-stop. band? cg? etc. reached home at abt 2.30 . had my stuffs left in my home den brought my younger sis along with me to meet my mum in orchard.

had my LATE lunch there den carried on with our shopping. wah! so fun lor. bought many many things. received a swimsuit from my grandaunt as a christmas present which i asked for. yay!

met my dad at PS n had our dinner there. luckily my dad came to pick us up. if not we'll juz die of exhaustion by carrying out shopping stuffs home. hmm.

felt happy today. coz my dad n i finally talked again. coz he was angry with me a few days ago. hah. everything was back to normal. haiz. but i haven't tell him abt my camp leh. how how how? i've really gt no idea of how to tell him. sigh-_-. pray tt God would help me.

PRAY FOR MY DAD TO ACCEPT CHRIST PLS, ANYONE?

saturday again!!!

2004-12-11T05:48:00.000-08:00

had 4 hrs of sleep ONLY!!! stayed up late juz to complete de file thingy for de cca fair. had pt. n time for PRACTISE on our instruments! thnx to fairli. brought home de score. n me n junli had hard time remembering our notes n stuffs. during break had ms ten to copy de score for us. thnx to her anws.

[hmm suhui's b'dae today!!! celebrated with her ytd. went to PS with her n ate at cafe cartel. den headed for our movie. christmas with the kranks. was treated a cup of drink frm suhui. n i treated her a cup of peanuts. hah. lata went to orchard n met lydia. took neoprints. came back to PS to play arcade. den went home.]

after band today. went for cg at BUKIT BATOK!!! extremely far manns. took abt 45 mins to reach de mrt station. was late. den went to kenneth's place for cg. games followed by praise n worship. den pauline preached. after which celebrated quanhan's n shaun lam's b'dae. den learn dance steps for de campfire part. so funny lor. hah. no space n i'm like practically bumping against jo pay everytime i turn a round. meiqi's really a gd dancer. so pro. yup.

BAKER'S INN!!!

2004-12-09T07:15:00.000-08:00

bible study with leila in the 'MORNING'. layho brought her small lil sis along. p4 so small. so cute lor. look exactly like layho. younger n "older" version. heex

went to anna's place to do some baking manns. i'm in a de pasta's section. de pasta really really tasty n delicious. practically all de food we made tasted nice. yay! making of pasta needed alot of time manns. went to shop for de items needed.

started. krystle washed n chopped de chicken. so gross -.-!!! den later headed on with de chopping with de onions. separating de egg yolk with de egg white. boiling of de chicken. many things to do la. hmm.

after all de hard work de sisters had put in. everything turned out nice n edible. hah. bible reading after tt n den cheong for de food. yummy yummy yum yum.

thank you Lord for de food to turn out so well. yeah!!!

lunching

2004-12-08T08:33:00.000-08:00

hmm. met joanna evangeline shiwei leila n leila's frens for lunch at PS. jo evan n i talked lots n lots of rubbish. hee. [boon la] peeka boo!! hah.

after lunch went up to arcade n had some fun. sian-zed. no money play nth. manage to play only a few games. anws. isn't really fun.

de only fun thing is when we talked boon la. sooooooooooooo cute n funny. every1 were like laughing non-stop. hah. can't stand it. heex

hmm. went home at 2. was sitting in de train with evan n talked abt blah blah blah blah. den called amoz n asked if he's alright. actually didn't noe he was sick. until when we called him. he sounded sick. so poor thing. yup. but heard tt he felt better after MY concern. actually was every1. yup.

went home n talked on de phone with fiona. jean. fiona's backk!!! freaky!!! hees. kidding.

FIONA'S BACKKK!!! from de insects' world!!!
so happy!!! yay!!! =p

SIR IS BACK!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-07T14:00:00.000-08:00

SIR'S BACKKKKKKKKK!!!
had band early this morning. awaiting for our new conductor's arrival. everyone were waiting impatiently. n guess wat?! mr tan [SIR] is backk!!! he's back being our conductor!!!
n wOw. its so gr8 to have him back. hmm. anws. best wishes to our ms tan who left us last sat.

why is he like that?

2004-12-06T04:41:00.000-08:00

can anyone help me pray???

[my dad]
the moment he gets angry
everything just go wrong

he gets worked up
threaten to leave the house
leaving behind a family

everyone stop him from doing that
and he cooled down

WHY IS HE LIKE THAT?

why is he always so temperamental
causing everyone to feel down

i prayed everytime this comes about
praying really hard
wanting God to change his temper
change his mind-set
touch his heart

i really hope for the change in him
but i'm always at a loss

i can't talk to him calmly
we'll just make a din

does he really hate me?

am i just an irritant?

why is he treating me so unfairly?

i really can't take it anymore

i need You, Father
i really need Your help
the moment he saw me praying for him
he'll just tell me to shut up
and stop talking about God

why can't he just accept God
why why why?

he is always against christianity
against us in being christians

that clearly shows that
he doesn't know anything about God

everytime when i want to go church
seeking his approval
and the answer will always be
"NO"

i prayed and prayed
seeking for God's help
yearning for the answer to be
"YES"

the "YES" hasn't been born in him

WHY IS HE LIKE THAT?

but everytime i pray
i've got to believe that
"YES" will gradually grow in him

and i really want him
to come to know God
always hoping that one day
he'll attend church

in a dilemma
when should i confront him?
what should i say?

God will gradually tell me the answer
but when will that be?
i've got to be patient
i've got to have the faith in me
and the answer will eventually
appear right before me

i trust in You, Father
i believe in You
You'll change him
You'll let him have an open mind
You'll touch his heart
and one day
he'll definitely come to know You
draw close to You

thank you so much, Father

[pls ppl. help me. i need u ppl's help in praying for my dad. thnx alot]

piggified day!!!

2004-12-05T05:01:00.000-08:00

[church svc]
wah! woke up late today n missed de last shutter bus 2 church n also no money 2 take taxi. so have 2 attend de afternoon svc.

hmm. de moment i reached church. i had runs n had 2 stay in de toilet 4 abt 15-20 mins. wah stomach really ache.

anws. after tt went 2 de roof n saw jolene n went with her down 2 de children's church 2 fetch her sis.

half-way shiqi called n had 2 go lobby n meet her. she's soooooooooooooooo nice. she went 4 de 1st svc le den accompanied me 2 de 2nd svc. how nice of her!!! actually meeting pauline 2 sit with us 4 de 2nd svc. but she came late n sit somewhere far frm us.

anws. thnx shiqi n pauline 4 accompanying me 2 de afternoon svc. hmm. svc was gr8. msg was gd.

after svc went home n saw leila sophie sally n yanping at boon lay mrt station. found out frm leila tt i'm in her grp!!! wow. so cool n fun. 9 gals 2 guys. wahaha. poor guys. but anws. de grping was nice. our grp will surely be de "BEST" in everything. wahaha. such a crappy grp. so fun. can't wait for de camp.

[duckieee]
when r u coming back?! i'm getting bored w/o u. but luckily i've got mama n many other frens who juz lit my day up. love u guys for being my frens.

[frens]
hey frens. thnx for being there when i needed u all. thnx alot my frens. love u guys lots.

saturday again!!!

2004-12-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

[band]
yawns. band starts at 8 n i went there late. hah. haiz. held in de OLD serangoon garden sec sch. de sch's like so run-down. anytime can collapse. everything in de sch's juz plain old n dusty. sob. will have to graduate my sec sch course in there. sigh. i really miss my old campus. Y LIKE TT? anws. band in tt environment can die lor. floor so unstable. rooms no air-con n so dusty. breathe in all de dusty sir can cause some lung probs lor. nt cursing but its true. somemore band leh need to take in air 1st b4 blowing out into de instru. sigh-_-. haiya! Y LIKE TT? i'll feel more comforted n a sense of belonging during my days in de old campus. hmm. tink we're given dis sch is gd enough le. juz have to bear with it. 2 LONG YEARS!!! Y LIKE TT? anws. today was ms tan's last lesson with us. so sad. sob*-*.hmm. she's a gd conductor after all manns. she's really encouraging. anws. my sect gave her brownies which were gr8 n tasted simply delicious. yum yum. hope she'll like de presents every1 gave her. may God bless her in everything she do.

[cell grp]
yay! once again its cg. so happy. came str after band. journey in de bus was really long. hmm. had games b4 cg starts. wah! can't stop laughing during de games. anws. enough of games n we headed on 2 praise n worship. hmm. had songs. today's cg was led by bro boon kiat. he shared abt de seminar on thur which i didn't attend[not allowed to go. sigh-_- my dad la. anws]. "How shall we live". hmm. n wah! i almost had to read a long pt. n i was juz so nice to let others have a chance to read so i only read a line. wahaha. n dis joanna keeps on laughing affecting gen n me who r sitting beside. she ah. anws. b4 cg starts. sarah n i went to give joanna de brownie cake we baked for her. de brownie's really nice. after tt sarah had to leave as she will be flying off to korea tmr. have to pack n buy stuffs. last min. wahaha. anws. cg was gd. after cg went 2 macs wif gloria genevieve brendan shizhen n sharon. brendan kept on laughing at gloria being aunty. wahaha. he's laugter's really odd. hah. hmm "fellowship" for awhile den went off. took bus 74 which lasted me for an hr all de way 2 hougang. den still have to take mrt. sigh-_- its really a long way manns. kept dozing off in de bus. reached home abt 8.15. so late.

"amazing" race

2004-11-28T23:45:00.000-08:00

[church svc]
had church svc in de morning. feeling so sleepy but de songs woke me up. hee. de african pst was so cool manns. can actually make percussion siunds out frm his mouth. so cool n funny sia. n anws after svc went 2 change 2 my shorts n started de race.

['amazing' race]
had de amazing race in de CBD area. when we started our race it was lyk raining so heavily n non-stop manns. my grp consists of sarah joanna evengeline genevive jolene jiaxin layho n THE GR8 ME! hee. spent alot of time searching 4 de 1st station. we went past de 1st station lor. n don't c any station master because tt sean tay la. hide inside de coffee bean shop n thinks we can c him lyk tt. sigh-_-. tt papa tay. ran in de rain up n down de asile n many ppl were lyk staring at us doing wat lor. so pai seh. anws i guessed de 2nd station right n fast manns. dunno y i'm tt smart. geez. 2nd station was taken by brandon. HITACHI building. he's lyk so lenient n nice 2 us manns. 3rd station was taken by zhenyi n tt's really simple 2 solve everything in a short time. ogilvy centre. den 4th was with sally. lau par sak.[vv de spelling is]. we chose de wrong qns n changed qns which added us more mins 2 our timing. but we changed qns coz we're tired n cld no longer find it. anws as we were walking. we told each other tt winning is not everything n de purpose of dis race is for us 2 bond relationship with 1 another. get 2 noe each other better n oso 2 have FUN t0o. yeah? winning doesn't really matters 2 us. yup. tt's our team spirit!!! n after we went 2 our 5th station which was by amoz. clifford pier. n went 2 our 6th station which was by sis dorcas whereby we didn't even get 2 c her yet den de game ended. wahaha. how fast my grp was manns. me n evangeline were lyk gossiping away. wahaha. den lata everything stopped n we went 2 take mrt 2 marina bay when we saw sophie n sean. when we were in de station le. jia xin got separated frm us lor. we couldn't find her n every1 were lyk running round de station looking 4 her n calling out her name. spent few mins 2 find manns. when we were abt 2 make an announcement calling 4 her. i called sophie n she was found once again. sigh. we walked back 2 our train side n de train came juz in time. jiaxin said she boarded de wrong train n when she heard tt it was de wrong train. she came off de train n came looking 4 us. she looked scared manns. haha. thank God she's safe n sound n she was smart 2 nt 2 board de wrong train. den took a train down 2 marina bay den a bus 2 our final stop. my grp was de "FIRST" to reach de final station manns.[last sia] my grp was HAPPY n OVERJOYED. den we were de "FIRST" to gong de gong by adriel.[last once again] yeah yeah.

[dinner]
had dinner with some ppl. de place was hot n smelly. i smell of oil n curry lor when i go home. had fun cooking those meats. when every1 were full. all our balance food were passed 2 lengkian[dustbin] 2 finish it. got 1 time when sophie was eating sth. her food flew out of her plate n hit lengkian's hand n landed on de floor. wahaha. so funny sia. sophie still pretend nt 2 c it. haha. n kenneth ah. splash de curry on my hair n shirt. so smelly lor. after dinner sophie n i went 2 de toilet 2 clear our bladders. sophie den went out 2 get money 2 pay 4 de toilet fees. n she returned 2 de wrong toilet. she actually went into de male's toilet 2 look 4 me. wahaha. she's really funny manns. so funny until now i'm laughing. heex. sophie's really a joker manns. anws had dinner den head 4 home.

[fiona]- must be enjoying those insects in china now!!! wahaha. take care my dearest fren. God bless.

"AMAZING" race manns!!! wahahaha..

perspiring day sia!!!

2004-11-26T08:38:00.000-08:00

[job hunt]
went wif sihui n jean 2 bugis 2 apply 4 a job..den lata went 2 have lunch at de food junction..we were lyk talking abt hp models n laugh n laugh n laugh..[heex]..after lunch walked round parco junction..n u noe wat?!..i accidentally pull de whole board of hp models out frm de clip..so damn maluating manns..sihui jean n other ppl were lyk laughing laughing manns..so maluated sia..wahaha

[giving out fliers]
accompany jean 2 yishun n give out fliers..it wasn't my job..but was employed by mummy jean..3hrs plus n i only received $8 frm jean..somemore i gave out more fliers den jean lor..anws..giving out fliers was so tiring manns..some ppl so happy 2 receive de fliers n some even came back 4 more..some rejected de fliers politely..n some rejected de fliers by showing their stinky black face..feel lyk punching them..wahaha..but obviously i'm nt tt violent..3hrs plus went past n we went back 2 de shop 2 return de leftover fliers..bought some durian omelette home..

[job's over!!!]
went 2 northpoint shopping centre..few mins lata went 2 de interchange n took a bus 2 de mrt station..we were playing with de pearls in de interchange n acting lyk de abigail woman..wahaha..so damn funny lor..in de bus ride, me n jean were lyk laughing stock..we act as bf n gf n tried all sorts of funny things as in de guy catching de gal's attention..wahaha..so funny n lame..somemore thinking of lame ideas n come up with lame stuffs..wahaha..really enjoyed de bus ride..heex..

[DUCKIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!]
hmm..today's de 1st day fiona's nt with us n in china enjoying FOOD!!!..dog meat?..rat meat?..insects?..wahaha..she la..pang seh us in china..but oso nt her fault..she oso lyk nt willing 2 go china liddat..haha..wish fiona will put on as much as possible in china..may she'll be heavier den me..wahahah..anws..hope fiona will be fine over dere in china n may God's protection cover over she n her family..amen!

arghhhhhhh..miss duckieeeeee!!!..may she n her family be protected by the Lord everywhere they go..

freaking day!!!

2004-11-24T04:49:00.000-08:00

went to bishan n had bible study wif mother leila n my 2 darls..den took a bus down 2 sch n met sheree on de way in de interchange..went 2 n had a serious talk wif de sec 3s in band..hmm anws sec 3s..dun worry 2 much la..we'll definitely gonna put in much effort 2 bring de band into greater height..yup..

after serious talk me lydia went 2 meet jean 2 catch a movie..the shutter..b4 de show i was lyk being very scared n calling for help..wahaha..de show's really really freaking scary..but dere's 2 funny part tt made me laughed lyk siao..de ah charm woman thingy n de gay part..wahahahahaha..de gay's part really really funny.."can u let me poo first?"..wahaha..de part really made me least afraid at tt time only..me n jean was lyk using our bags 2 cover out eyes n ears..me n jean was lyk laughing n scareming at de same time..laughing at how cowardice we were..n i guess in de whole cinema i'm de 1 who sreamed de loudest n most times..de person beside lydia was lyk keep on staring at us..hahas..can't stand it..jean's sis was lyk keep on asking us 2 shut up..hahas..n jean was shivering lyk mad lor..she tries 2 act brave b4 de show lor..as if she's not scared liddat..in de end lehx..still lyk me..scream scream scream!!!..even at de part when its not scary..jean was shivering all de way..haha..can feel lor..n thorughout de whole show i was hugging jean n vice versa tightly..wah..but i guess i really screamed alot throughout de whole show n u noe wat?!..dis is my 1st time watching horror movie..wah!! after de show i had a lil sore throat..haha..n i rmbed i've screamed 2 de top of my voice manns..hah..but i really had a gr8 time watching movie lyk dis..wahaha

after movie went 2 meet rachel n walked ard PS..den came leila..after all dis we all went home..

band band n more band

2004-11-23T21:12:00.000-08:00

hmm had band 2day frm 7.30 to lyk abt 1..packed many stuffs frm de band rm n all de storerooms..phew..it was really dusty manns..hmm..we were told tt ms tan will be leaving us soon..sob-_-..she's actually a nice conductor..anws..had lunch in heartland n went 2 pick my younger sis up frm sch den went hme..sigh-_-..

wahahaha

2004-11-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

haiz..didn't get 2 watch de shutter..so sad..sob-_-..haiya fiona n jean 'wants' 2 leave early n i gt no c hoice but to follow..anws my 2 darls..i'm not angry wif u guys la..i juz dowan to be alone..hope u'll understand..n u can't go back on ur word too..but anw..i will nv hold grudge on any1..so dun get de wrong idea..k jean..i'll understand how u feel..but it'll take time..so take care n stop thinking abt it..it'll eventually comes out of ur head..yeah?..hmm..luv u guys my sis [fiona] n mum [jean]..u 2 will always be my best pals..u 2 rockk!!!

I'M DRAWING CLOSER TO U LORD

2004-11-21T20:00:00.000-08:00

[church]
hmm..woke up at 6.30am mann..met jean fiona n mother leila at de bishan bus-stop..took a shutter bus down 2 church..den meet layho at church..svc was wonderful..pst kong was really funny n de preaching really kept me awake frm my sleepiness..de songs t0o were gr8t..after svc..went up n celebrate 2 gals b'dae n den pastor's..after all these..we took a bus to NUS n played bball n captain's ball..

[NUS]
got tanned..s0 fun!!!..really enjoyed myself playing those games wif those ppl..after those games we went 2 eat at NUS n tt's de only time i eat..besides a bread..took mrt home n waited 4 my dad at home 2 fetch me 2 my couz hse..

[cousin's b'dae]
my couz's only k2..so0o0o0o cute lor..he's always walking ard..wahaha..s0o0o0o cute!!!..after eating abit of dinner dere..went 2 play bball wif my couz n sis..my couz's lyk a laughing stock [or vv] lor..keep on laughing non-stop bcoz of sth i did [secret!]..heex..i'm really happy 2 have a couz lyk her..always so cheerful n her laughter's really contagious..hahahahaha..afetr playing helped 2 clear up de place n went up 2 my grandma's hse..went home at 11..bathe den going to sleep..zZzZzZzZzZ..

c0ol day

2004-11-20T05:50:00.000-08:00

-band frm 7.30am to 1pm-

-CELL GROUP-[whee]

-came home at 7 plus-

morning rained n didn't have pt..c0ol!!!..did a lil of drills den have prac..timing stretched frm 12.30 to 1..anws..went straight 4 cg right after band..cg's really fun n keeps me awake despite de early hours i had 2 wake up n de long hours of band..de games n all r meaningful n gr8t..really enjoyed myself in tt cg..den came home n ate my dinner [spaghetti] at 9.40pm..so late sia..sigh-_-..

what a day!

2004-11-19T23:10:00.000-08:00

listen 2 wat i've been through:
-woke up at 10 plus
-fetch my sis 2 catch her bus
-lunch [PLAIN WHITE PORRIDGE-_-]
-pack some of my stuffs
-read bible
-on de com
sigh-_-..tt's wat i've been through in de day..wat a 'BUSY DAY' for me..hmm

wOw..i was lyk all alone at home wif my grandma..sigh-_-..de atmosphere was really boring as i was lyk in my own world doing totally nth..but those were in de day..finally night falls n 1 by 1 my family members came home..1st my dad..nxt my younger sis..den my mum..last my older sis..every1 was home n i felt tt suddenly my life was brightened up wif their noise n cheerful laughter..i really want 2 thank God 4 giving such wonderful family members 2 me..wif de pressence of Jesus..i felt tt my entire world was lited up well..i love u Jesus!!!

[flying cockroach's world]
wOw..u noe wat?..i've juz encountered wif a big humongous flying cockroach..de cockroach flew straight into de room n gave my a fright..den de cockroach flew round n round n round de room lyk nobody's business..de cockroach made alot of noise by hitting itself against de wall n so on..[how stupid!]..i was freaked out..running out of de room screaming non-stop..i kept calling 4 my dad n he's always asking me do it myself..[catching hold of de cockroach myself using tissue paper?]..NO WAY..definitely no ways m i goin 2 catch de cockroach..after much calling my dad THE HERO came n caught hold of de cockroach wif juz a tissue paper..when he wanted 2 use de com..he purposely sat in front of de cockroach n hold de cockroach 2 scare me away..wahahaha..such a funny dad..in de end he didn't get a chance 2 use de com n went 2 throw tt disgusting cockroach..my dad said i was such a coward..only noe how 2 scream..haha..its true..tell me who's nt afraid of flying cockroaches..wat a funny dad i have..he's a HERO 4 catching de cockroach 4 me..wahahaha..anws..i really detest flying insects..yuckz..but de cockroach has made my day meaningful by showing me tt i wouldn't have known wat 2 do if i should encounter any of these..thank de cockroach 4 showing me how important my family is 2 me..

a day out wif duckie

2004-11-18T07:18:00.000-08:00

wells once again i'm OUT shopping..hmm..

[toilet]
took mrt down 2 orchard 2 meet my dearest duckie..1st thing we did again was 2 go toilet..u noe wat?..i pressed de liquid soap thing onto de table n de toilet aunty told me say tt was nt right n said in chinese: xiao jie, wo bu shi zai ma ni, wo zai pang bian kan dao ni zhe yang an, hen bu dui, wo yao yong ma bu ma diao ran hou hen nan xi, wo bu shi zai ma ni, wo zhi shi gen ni jiang hor okay..hahas..de aunty maluated me in de toilet..wOw tt was so embarrasing..n duckie juz went out of de toilet leaving me inside wif de aunty reprimanding me..haha..den i purposely talk nicely n act frenly 2 de aunty..wahahaha..n i even said bye bye 2 her..cOol rite?..hmm..de aunty so cute!!!

[wisma atria]
wOw..finally got rid of tt aunty..cOol..duckie n i went ard shopping 4 clothes n more stuffs..went 2 ZARA n tried sum clothes..duckie n i den secretly went into de same fitting rm..[when we're nt allowed 2]..heex..we were lyk laughing non-stop in de rm so loudly lor..den duckie gave a DISGUSTING POSE..hahas..so funny until i laughed n almost fell on de ground..we stayed in de fitting rm 4 veh long laughing lyk a machine wif AAAAAA batteries..non-stop 24/7..den went ard de shopping centre n went into taka..

[takashimaya]
went ard n saw many nice clothes but de prices aren't nice yet..sigh-_-..so sad..only can c de clothes but nt chance 2 but..anws..aft we went 2 eat at de food place..went 2 eat ban mian..eat until i go pang sai..sigh-_-..uncle's wrk's lousy..lata bought food 4 my mum n pass it 2 her at dhoby ghaut den lata went 2 somerset's this fashion..nth nice we continued our journey back 2 taka..we went 2 de children's department n try out sum c0ol hats n caps..de hats n caps r either too big or too small..sigh-_-..so fun rying anws..lata we walked 2 wisma n tried sum clothes..

[wisma atria]
off into isetan n tried clothes again..took sum esprit clothes n try again..OFF INTO DE SAME FITTING RM..wahahahaha..duckie showed her DISGUSTING POSE again..hmm..den lata we laughed again lyk machine..hahahahaha..duckie den laugh until she DRIPPED SALIVA!!!..yuckz..so disgusting..hahahahahaha..laugh lyk siao again..den lata went out of isetan..duckie dun even noe how 2 stand on de escalator..sigh..stand until she alomost fall..hahah..walked 2 TOPSHOP den few mins lata go off le..PRECIOUS MOMENTS rockk lor..de things dere rockk..den off we go 2 far east..on de way dere..sum1 intro a herb drink n said its really nice..duckie believed n bought de drink..n when we tried de drink..de drink so yuckx lor..hmm..gullible duckie..

[far east]
into far east wif hopeful hearts tt we can find nicer clothes..walked ard..duckie den bought a belt..i bought a shortie shorts..lata went 2 pure milk n bought a shirt each..[BIG SHIRTS!]..sigh-_-..walk ard n found no more nice shirts n off far east wif saddened hearts..went to heeren

[heeren]
bought a cookie..den off 2 cine

[cinesleisure]
met brandon n kenneth..say hi den bye n went off..

OFF WE GO OUT OF ORCHARD..parted at de mrt station..

OUTING!!!

2004-11-17T07:00:00.000-08:00

[bible study in macs]
wells..woke up at 7.45 today..suppose 2 have bible study at 8 punctually [fiona's idea]..n fiona actually woke up late n we had bible study at 8 plus..hmm..leila was lyk waiting for us in macs [looking lyk a fool i guess]..hahas..breakfast 1st den cums our bible study wif mother leila..today's bible study we talked abt faith..yeaps n this has increase my faith in asking my dad if i'm allowed to go for de camp..sigh-_-..my dad today lyk abit abit fierce..but when he talked 2 me..he was lyk not really fierce n angry..hmm..but i really dunno when will de right time 4 me 2 ask my dad..dis is really a problem 4 me..anws..after fiona n i had bible study wif mother leila..i sent fiona off 2 sch n lata attend another bible study wif leila n sherrie..after all de bible studies..we stayed in macs 4 quite a long time n played hp games..[how lame-_-]..den lata decided 2 go off n meet up wif joanna pay, sally n sophie..
[at PS]
mother leila, joanna pay n i den went 2 PS..we went 2 play some arcade games n den go off 2 de kopitiam n wait 4 sally n sophie..mother leila today in de kopitiam was very very cute..[actual fact: AUNTY]..heex..mother leila bought a cup of kopi n den went ard finding table 2 seat..me n joanna behind her was lyk keep on talking how she look n so on..den when mother leila spotted a grp of ppl getting off a table..she carried her cup of kopi n ran towards de table..[phew!!!]..she found a seat..wOw..me n joanna behind was lyk laughing laughing laughing non-stop..she looked really really AUNTY frm behind..hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..we finally sat down n calm ourselves..den out of de blue..out came dis cleaner lady n suddenly scolded leila 2 tell her nt 2 leave her things outside..de lady scared ppl steal leila's things..hah!..den lata when leila was blowing her nose..de same lady insist tt she throws her tissue in de cup she was going 2 throw away..when leila wanted 2 thorw her tissue..de lady juz left wif de cup..hahahs..dis lady's really freaking scary..haha..out came sally n lata came sophie..dey went 2 buy lunch n we talked..fiona n sarah came lata frm sch..when me fiona n sarah were abt 2 go 2 de toilet..a tourist stop us n ask abt s'pore..lyk de places of interest n where shld dey go..hahas..we 3 were lyk eh here eh dere..talk oso dunno wat we talking abt..we're lyk nt gd in de routes in s'pore..haha sigh-_-..den we were lyk talking rubbish..blehx..n luckily at de point where we were really in a mess..SOPHIE our hero came 2 out rescue..[phew!]..hahs..she knew s'pore so much much betta den we noe s'pore..wOw..its an of coz lor..i was oso hoping tt de tourist will juz let us go n stop asking..hahas..n happily..we went 2 de toilet 2 clear ourselves..hah..frm outside de toilet i could hear mother leila's laughter..wOw..tt was really loud sia..she was so obsessed in my hp game..n she was lyk in her own world making all de noise she could..hahas..it was really funny..after tt we went ard n decided 2 take neoprint in heeren..took a train down 2 orchard..
[orchard]
went to take neoprint together..it was really fun as we were lyk making alot of noise in de machine hahahaha..den lata when decorating de pics was oso another fun thing when taking np..haha..mother leila in 1 pic looked lyk wolverine..hahahahaha..sticking out her tongue scarily trying 2 scare us when she can't..heehee..every1 juz look gorgeous in de np..we're princesses of YK haha..lata went 2 shop ard in orchard..walk here walk dere..browse here browse dere..den lata we parted at 6 plus n i met my mum in PS 2 buy some things..lyk..[digi cam..earpiece..food stuff..wOw]..so many things..my mum is de best mum i ever had..no one can ever have her replaced..she's de best mum!!!..i luv my mum..
[home]
sigh-_-..eat dinner le den watch abit of tv show den off 2 use de com..haiz..no feeling sleepy le..yawnx..anws..i really had a gr8t n wonderful day haging out wif mother leila, sophie, sally, joanna, fiona, sarah..these ppl r hilarious n fun..yupx..

-child of God

BIG DAY!!!

2004-11-16T02:44:00.000-08:00

-woke up at 11.10am-[yawns]

-have lunch-[yummy]

-pray to God for protection-[amen]

-did some of my HW-[crack]

-did some housework-[phew]

-computer-[stare]

-have dinner-[yummy]

-watch tv-[wOw]

[on de computer]
hmmm..wat a day..2day i've wrote alot of testimonials 4 ppl mann..was quite a tiring job..heex..hmm..but it was fun..yeah!!!..get 2 spam here spam dere..heex..wat a lamer..2day on de com. 4 veh long le..sigh-_-..my com. so poor thing..contracted virus a few days ago.. n ALL of my downloads r gone!!!..how FRUSTRATING!!!..but i would really wan 2 thank God tt lucky de virus came during my holidays..n none of my wrk have 2 be done again..PRAISE THE LORD!!!

[feeling lost n afraid]

sigh-_-..de NaCl camp is coming up n i haven't ask my dad if i'm allowed 2 go..i really really really want 2 go..but i'm scared my dad don't allow me..i want 2 go i want 2 go!!!..[cries]..i've prayed 2 God 2day tt lasted abt 30mins..i really hope God answers my prayers..i'm really at a loss of wat 2 do..i'm planning 2 ask my dad 2day..but i scared he'll be too tired 2 ans me..sigh-_-..my mum will defintely allow me 2 go..but my dad?..how?..[ppl out dere pray 4 me pls]..anw..i trust God n believe He definitely answer my prayers..yeah!!!

-child of God

2004-11-16T01:16:00.000-08:00

I sing a love song to You Lord
Every day every night
Tell of Your goodness and mercy

Tell the world how You rescued me
Picked me up from sin and shame
Your breath gives me new life

Where can i go from Your presence
Under Your wings i take refuge
Your spirit lives within my heart
Know we'll never be apart

Every day i draw closer to You Lord
I long to see Your face
And hide in Your embrace
All my life dwelling in Your holy place
My heart O Lord You've changed
I'll never be the same

-i love jesus!

HARI RAYA PUASA!!!

2004-11-15T22:03:00.000-08:00

HARI RAYA PUASA!!!..wOw..2day hari raya puasa..but did nth much 2day..woke up at 2pm..feeling sleepy..hmmm..den went 2 help my mum carry things hme frm ntuc..sigh-_-..hmmm..read bible..den had dinner n watch tv straight..sigh..

sigh-_-

2004-11-14T23:45:00.000-08:00

burppp..went 4 2day's carnival too..brought 2 frens 2day[rachel n lydia]..haha..me n my frens cut queue n manage 2 get into de indoor stadium in no time..it drizzled..sigh-_- again..but all was nt lost as de rain did nt pour cats n dogs over us..HALLELUJAH!..everything still went on smoothly..aft svc me n sum cg members went 4 lunch at old airport road hawker centre..it was hot..aft lunch me n duckie sent joby 2 orchard n den came back 2 de carnival..managed 2 play in de inflated playground..it was bouncy n fiona n leila looked really funny bcoz dey always fall..hahahahaha..in de end..every1 didn't get 2 play de round round thingy..[LONG QUEUE SIA]..queue so long in de end didn't get 2 play anything..sigh-_-..went home 4 dinner..hmmm

busy day!

2004-11-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

feeling so sleepy..my whole day was fully booked..morning had band den fetch my sis n rushed hme 2 get ready 4 carnival..2day had carnival at SIS..hmmm..it was really great..wow it rained cats n dogs..sigh..didn't get 2 play anything lor..brought 5 frens 2 de carnival[sihui, michelle, germaine, raina, yolanda]..whee..reached my target..aft we left de meeting place..we went 2 get drinks n suddenly de rain juz POURED!!!..every1 ran up 2 indoor stadium..i gt caught in de rain mann..whole body drenched..queued up 4 veh long den finally get 2 go inside de stadium..every1 was lyk pushing here n dere..CROWDED sia..svc was veh long..[3 hrs +]..de sermon was GR8T..de songs were EXCELLENT..was happy 2 be able 2 praise n worship de Lord..aft svc gt a lift frm shiqi's dad..nice of her 2 fetch me hme..aft tt went my grandparents' hse 2 visit dem..den off i go..HEAD FOR HOME!!!

2004-11-11T23:30:00.000-08:00

wheeeeeeeeee..my com finally worked..hmmm..2day had bible study wif leila..den went for cell in kovan..so happy dey came 2 kovan for cell..aft cell we went 2 sentosa to have our games..de games were funny..haha..really had a great time sia..haha..we oso saw a couple dress in their wedding suit n having their photos taken at de beach..how lame..their poses were very act cute..hahahahahaha..so big still act cute..haha..[LAME]..anw..i really had a great time in cell..i'll continue 2 grow spiritually..yUp..i will luv n serve God eternally..I LOVE JESUS!!!

busy day!

2004-10-16T03:51:00.000-07:00

hmmm..2day is a veh long day for me n my frens..duckie n orang utan..fiona came to my hse 2 borrow de bathroom 2 bathe..after tt we went 2 meet fiona's mum 2 pass her fiona's thing at bishan..den we met jean..went 4 cell 2gether..de cell was great..it made me happy..hmmm..after cell fiona jean n i went 2 orchard 2 watch movie..-wimbledon-..b4 de movie we had dinner at long john..wow..den i accidentally spilled fiona's 1 big cup of ice-lemon tea lor..tt was so embarrasing..my whole jeans was wet n sticky..sigh-_-..so dao mei..fiona accompanied me 2 de toilet 2 wash up n we left jean at long john alone..haha..den gt 2 indian guys laughed at jean..so funny..fiona oso had her fish turned somersault n flew directly on her jeans..wahahahahaha..so funny..i was lyk laughing non-stop..heex..ltr when i gt home..my dad lyk so angry 4 no reason..but it had nth 2 do wif me..sigh so sad..if nt i can go church tml lor..sigh-_-..

2004-10-10T23:21:00.000-07:00

i have finally fixed liyun's blog.
oh yeah!!
-jumps arnd the room-
aint i a genius? i tink i am.
haha.

hAhahA

2004-09-09T03:26:00.000-07:00

*bEep bEep*...

hEy..haha si hui 's here to invade!

2004-08-25T13:54:00.000-07:00

hAiZ..2dAy 2Nd dAy of cybErwEek..sO siAn..sO stReSsfUl..hMmM..nOw lUnCh bReAk..sO pOp iN 2 pOst..cybErwEek iS siMply sO pReSsUriZiNg..bAsiCally cybErwEek iS dRiViNg mE cRaZy..i rAthEr gO tO sCh lOR..lOlX..cAn't wAit fOr fRidAy..2dAy wAkE uP at 8 plUs jUz tO stArt oN my cybErwEek hW..did my wOrk uNtil 1..bReAk fRm 1 tO 2..sO sHoRt..it'S cOmiNg tO 2 mAnN..oH gOsh..e siCkEniNg pArt of e dAy..ytd did my wOrk uNtil 12 plUs iN e nigHt..nOw fEeliNg sO slPy..sigH..-.-..hAiZ..gOttA rEst nOw..if nt wHeN 'GENIE IN THE BOTTLE' cUmS bAck..gOttA wOrk off oUr bUttS liAO..yUpX..tt'S all..sigH..-.-

bOo..

2004-08-24T23:39:00.000-07:00

bOo.. RainA invAdEd thIs plAcE.. : P

in

2004-08-07T04:51:00.000-07:00

hEy hEy..aftEr gOin tHrU sO maNy tiMes of mAkiNg blOgS..hAhA..fiNally cReAtEd a blOg tt iS gOnNa lAst mE..hahaS..wHoOsh..